i updated my theme... :)
and uh.... life is busy.

i never update this... and i think i might if i ever get the chance. i'm just constantly busy.

<3

i changed my layout theme thinger!
it's about time, right?
haha.

it originally had lemons as the header, but i guess whomever owns the image got pissy & made it one of those annoying banner things.
so instead of taking the time to properly steal & it upload it onto photobucket, i just changed it to the pretty pink roses. ^_^

i like it. i think i will keep it for a while.


i am really going to try & write more. it may be on this account or it may be on my other one. it really just depends on my mood. ya know, folks?

hopefully today i will be getting my hair done.
my bff is a licensed cosmetologist so she is my hookup.
i'm goin to pay her. i know she's not going to want my money, but i'll hide it somewhere! :D

i'm just getting my hairs dyed. w00t. i just got it cut a couple of weeks ago, so there's no need for all that.
i think i am going to keep it this red/purple color i have. the box that i originally colored my hair with (i hate using boxed dye-- it doesn't last!) called the color "Dark Cherry" my hair was like purple when I first did it. It was darkdarkdark. & purply in the light. it was amazing. so, this time--with real dye-- hopefully my color will stay dark & purply for more than a week!

i will take pictures. no worries.
i love gettin' my hairs did.





on another note; a week from tomorrow & i'm in athens. i am so ready to get back to school & my job at school. i miss them both so much.
i will be busybusybusy, but i am going to try & write at least once a week to help keep myself sane. i am thinking that the library is going to be another home to me, outside of the ice skating rink & work. i am really excited to get back into ice skating-- it's such a stress reliever!


seriously- all of you who are still n00bs at the whole college thing (meaning anyone who is a fresh(wo)man) find that one thing that helps you relax & calm your nerves. not something like video games.. something that involves your body-- a sport, working out, bicycling-- and do it at least twice a week. keeping your body moving is important. you need your body to create those endorphines to make you relaxed & happy. i know a lot of you are into video games, i think more specifically rpgs. those are great for calming you & taking your mind off of other things, i'm sure... but you need the physical movement of something else. just please believe me & try it. && stick with it for the whole semester, not just a couple of weeks. stick with it for a whole semester of school & if it really doesn't make you more calm & all that over all-- stop. but hopefully you'll learn that whatever that something is really helps! for me- it's ice skating. i go at least twice a week and it's the best way i've found to help relieve my stress. the first time i got on the ice in september, i knew it was going to do wonders for me. && it really has. i find myself more calm in the evenings & less worked up when i get stuck on homework or reading. i sleep better at night && even if it isn't that physical, it makes me feel like i'm doing something, not just sitting around watching tv & eating a bag of chips.




so yes. there's my lecture for the youngin's out there. i am an experienced sophomore..... and that kinda sounds weird.
but i am. i know stuff. blergh.


okay, i need to get away from this computer & do something a little more useful with my time! <3
peace out, homedawgs.

oh dearrr.

so it's the end of november now.

i'm home from athens, for the first time in 3 months.

i feel terribly out of place in my own home... it's just not athens.


i love being at home seeing my friends & family... but it doesn't compare to living in athens.


at school-- i am on my own. i dont have a curfew and if i want to take a walk at 2am, i can. around here- i would probably get shot if i did that.

the more i think about it, the more i realize that it is time for me to be thinking about moving out of my grandparent's house.

i know that they would never ask me to leave & that i can stay here as long as i'd like... but it's not right of me to do that, & it doesnt help me grow up any faster.


i am ready for thanksgiving, then i want to be back in atown. just 44 more days until i am back to school.

<3